BFF? More Like BFUHCA (Best Friends Until He Came Along)

Posted on May 31, 2010. Filed under: Rants |

I guess it’s really over, isn’t it? It’s hard to believe. Eight years of friendship down the drain because of a guy. Really?

I miss you. I miss our jokes, I miss your laugh. I miss the time when all I had to do was call, and you were there. I miss spending time with you.

You’ve changed, and I don’t like what he’s made you into. But it’s your life, your choice.

I can’t help but feel like my heart is breaking when I remember what you said back in September. You promised me that if ever you had to choose, I would win. That I would always be the person who came first in your life, the same as you were in mine. We declared each other sisters, and loved each other as sisters. But I guess you lied.

I guess you’d rather be with a guy who hits you and screams at you and belittles you than to be free. And I’ve come to accept that. Because I have to live my life for me.

Goodbye,

I love you.

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I’ve never been good at keeping a best friend. We always had the best relationship, always like sisters, for a year maybe two… and then we’d just drift, find new people.
And it hurts as much as pulling a curved hook out of your flesh in a straight line.
So, for you to have been best friends for so long, and then to tear away from that, that must be painful.

But, it might be for the better. Maybe there’s some one else out there that may need you more… some one who can help you in so many ways that other person couldn’t.

I don’t consider myself an insanely religious person, but, most days I do believe that God is watching out for us … so, whatever his reasons are for this, it’ll work out in the end =)

Cailyn
June 2, 2010

awww, this upsets me cause i already know what this is about cause youve told me all about it i hope she realizes the friendship before she looses it and she cant get it back, cause its realyl not worth it over a guy!! it really isnt id rather have a true friend other then a guy that might flake off the next day cause you never know what that kind of thing! but i always wish you luck and i hope things get better and she starts to seen it sooner or later, all my love my friend!!!!!!!!!!!
your brilliant!

jessharriswo
June 3, 2010

Thanks Jess. You’re the best. <3

caitlynchurchwo
June 3, 2010

Thats really horrible. Ive never had a friend since like kindergarden type deal, but I have drifted from my high school buds so I know how that feels.

It must suck